Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes!

I know, the title is terribly lame, but when I was thinking of it, that stupid song was the only thing that kept running through my mind, really. So it won the prize of "title" for this particular blog no matter how *blech* it makes me feel when I read it. (I really don't like that song *grin*).

I know I mentioned this before, but there are just so many changes and things taking place in my life that make everything seem so weird. I am not living my life as I once knew it for so long anymore, ang it will never be the same. I don't know how to quite explain that - I know that these new changes fit me and are making my life different in an awesome way, but it's strange. It's like trying on a new outfit and having it fit perfectly, but not being used to the type of material yet, or the new color on.

I'm thoroughly enjoying the new relationship I'm in. I don't want to say too much, because I'm finding that I treasure the things I keep between the two of us more and more - there are just things that are meant for only us, and I don't want others encroaching on it. And the interesting thing, is that I've seen that with my relationship with Jesus, also. There are many things that He's shown me or told me personally that I just don't want to share with anyone else. It's meant specifically for me and no one else.

And I can't tell enough how HAPPY I am to have someone to share my thoughts with - Nick and I were already becoming good friends in the first place, and had pretty much hung out together every day since September, and well, the friendship that developed became something that I began to cherish.

I still laugh when I think of all the times I've run into him over the past five or six years, though, because even though I had a good time talking to him, I never would have thought we'd end up together. No particular reason, really, just that I hadn't had the opportunity to really get to know him...anyway, I had always enjoyed talking to him though. We acted crazy anytime Andrew was around, but then when we'd run into each other one on one, we always had really great conversations.

Anyway, I'm all nostalgic. I must admit...this stage of the relationship is pretty cool. Learning all the new stuff and then feeling that giddiness that you always think seems so corny when you see it with other people, but so absolutely wonderful when it's actually happening to you. I've become one huge cornball and I'm not really sure how to deal *grin*.

Okay, work is almost over, and I'm finishing up some paperwork that I started on today. I'll probably find time to blog even more later. I have cell group tonight, and before that I'm going to go hang out with Bill and Tammy for a while. After that, I get to see Nick :D. Hope you guys are hanging in there and God Bless!!