Today I stayed home from work because I'm not feeling well - long story, but I'm doing better. I feel so broken right now...so distressed. I'm not sure where to go from here or what to do. I hate being at work anymore. Everyone there except for Sarah is ticked off at me, and I've apologized and done all I can - and it's not even MY fault! Everyone there seems to be nuts - and yet I'm the one that's horrible. I can't take this...I hate it. Well, maybe it is me and I'm just not wanting to admit it. All I know is that I want to get out of there.
I'm at home today and I'm going to go spend a lot of time with God - I need to be refreshed...I feel really beaten down today. I guess I shouldn't post unless I've got something good to say *grin* but today I just wanted to say that I wish sometimes I were already in Heaven. But then what would I learn?
Anyway, more when I am on the "up-side" of life :).
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