Bill and Tammy should be somewhere over the Pacific or somewere in Hawaii by now. Happy Anniversary to them. I'm in their house...and I should be in bed. I'll be going to church in the morning - then I'm not sure what I'll be doing for the rest of the day, b/c I think Nick will have to work.
I don't really know what my deal is lately, but I'm so agitated. All of the sudden I'm having a hard time looking over things that normally I would have just let go. And of course the constant pain and exhaustion. I go to the doctor on Tuesday to see if there's something besides my weight causing these issues.
I'm not really sure why I'm blogging. Things just haven't seemed the same lately, and I think it's because I haven't been spending time with the Lord. I could bring up all kinds of excuses, but none of them truly hold water...only patches it up for a time - my concsience, that is.
And BOY what a hypocrite I am...I told Meals tonight that she had grown lax...like I have room to talk. I'm such a jerk sometimes. Me standing all high and mighty on my perch when I have no more right to be there than anyone else. We've all fallen short of the God's glory.
What on earth am I going to wear to church tomorrow?? :(
That was important in the scheme of things, wasn't it?? :S
Okay, enough for now...keep me in prayer...I'm struggling.
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